Javier

Date: 3/1/2018

In real life, Javier and I share a mutual friend named Jose. Me and Javier have the same chemistry class and same lunch which really makes me nervous. In my dream, Javier and I went to a weird school in a tree, but it was kinda beautiful because of the bright green leaves and the smell of the wood that hit our noses. We both shared the same classes together and I finally got the confidence to talk to him and we hit it off pretty well. We would talk all the time, we stood up for each other, and helped each other through everything. Of course, later on in my dream, there was romance. We started to like each other and I don’t know how, but while I was sleeping I could actually feel the butterflies in my stomach. After we grew closer, we started to get more comfortable with each other. (Still in my dream) After school, he asked if I wanted to come over to help with his dog, and I said yes because I really loved this guy, but we weren’t dating. We walk through a really pretty field of sunflowers to get to his small house on the hill. When I walked in, there were pictures of him and what looked like to be his family, but there didn’t seem to be anyone that lived with him, but his dog. I picked up a family portrait, pointed to the tall woman and asked who she was. He said “that.. that is my mom, that’s my whole family actually.” I really wanted to ask what had happened because it really did look like one person was living here, but I know that would bring up thoughts. He showed me around, and then ended up in his room. In my dream, I remember that his room smelled like apples and cinnamon, just like him. It made every single butterfly take off in my stomach. He was talking to me about a book he had been reading about a boy who wanted to run away with the love of his life. As he was talking, I really couldn’t help myself, so I kissed him, like in every romance movie, “the unexpected kiss” and it just happened. He pulled back, and stared straight into my eyes, and smiled. I kissed him again, and he fell back on his bed with me in top of him, and we kissed until the sun was done setting and the stars revealed themselves. Then I woke up. This dream hurts because we don’t talk in real life, he’s just someone I share a friend with, and share the same chemistry class with. 🙃