Bearing witness to my cowardice

Date: 4/3/2019

By taysav

Jades back at work. She's angry. She feel obliged to be there after me messaging her. She scared everyone with her anger. Is it anger? Alex is gentle and nervous around her. Abhi patient but stern and annoyed. I'm walking dark streets, lost. I'm with weak flat white Kim. We are supposed to be going the same direction but in being polite and have no idea where I'm going. There is no white ute to pick me up and it's getting and it's getting dangerous. I'm crossing the lights across from the mantra on Edward. It's different and dark. It's quite and there is nobody. A Muslim woman stops before the motorcycles and puts down her groceries waiting for someone. I think to myself how dangerous that is for her and how stupid. This is a time where she in particular is at high risk. Is this a dystopian world I'm living in now? A man in the foreground dark, skinny and wearing a fanny pack is bouncing around and spots her. He is like a hyena. A predator. A hunter. He calls to his friend. This is strategic. They run over feral and fast. My body pushes me to her involved. There is a targey that appears, a yellow cross in a bare white drum. It's from a game. It zooms in and lands on the lady she scuttles around. She moves slow though like an injured buffalo and I am frustrated at her lack of life survivalism. I am intervening and am almost automatically jumped on and defeated. I'm aware of my swift lost and confused and angry as this is my dream.