I dream him when I miss him too much

Date: 3/3/2023

I don’t know if this counts honestly but I just want to let it out. My boyfriend and I are both somewhat busy during the week, and I work and he has school. That obviously makes it harder for us to see each other, but we still make it work. Sometimes he likes to surprise me in the morning/afternoon and he shows up to my house as early as he can so we can spend the whole day together. I might “seem” annoyed because he practically wakes me up, but I find it to be a nice, sweet thing he does. It seems I’ve gotten so used to it that it even happens in my dreams. But those dreams will be so real until I wake up to not see him there. In fact, this morning alone it happened three separate times, each time after falling back asleep. It’s almost like it was a cycle that kept looping. The last time I woke up, I went to check the time and saw a text from him saying he couldn’t make it today. Safe to say I was decently bummed out. I wish to see him every morning, wake up to see him, even if he doesn’t think I do. I am sometimes a light sleeper, so when I wake up to a little noise, I always hope it’s him coming up the stairs to greet me. Turns out it’s almost always the sounds of my two cats antagonizing each other,,, Every time I hear heavy bass or loud music coming from a car outside, I hope it’s his car approaching my house. My own mind is cruel to me sometimes. How could you betray me, brain? :’( I’m not very good at expressing my feelings and emotions. I’m sure sometimes he thinks I couldn’t care less about his existence, but that couldn’t be farther from the truth. If only I could record my dreams and show them to him, then maybe I could finally convey how much he means to me.

AI generated interpretation Based on your dream, it seems that you deeply miss your boyfriend, even to the point where you dream about him appearing at your doorstep in the morning. This could indicate a longing for more time spent together and feeling unfulfilled in the amount of time you currently have with him due to both of your busy schedules. The fact that the dream keeps looping could symbolize your desire for consistency, security, and stability in your relationship. You want to be able to count on him being there for you and being able to spend time together regularly. Your hope to wake up to him in the morning and the disappointment you feel when he is not there could suggest that you may have some feelings of insecurity or uncertainty in the relationship, and you crave his physical presence to reassure you of his commitment. Your desire to record your dreams and show them to him suggests a need for a deeper level of communication and connection in the relationship. You want him to understand your feelings and how much he means to you, but feel hindered in expressing that to him verbally. Overall, your dream may be reflecting your desire for more time and deeper connection with your boyfriend, as well as a need for more open and honest communication in the relationship.