it was fine, and we were good. we were together but I still got a message from you. you could no longer do it. you were afraid and backing off again. you left. my heart shattered again... I tried everything I could to keep you.. granted you came back.. but it was hard.. I was crying.. I changed all I had to "I love you N.A.C." and I checked everything daily.. I was loyal even with you gone.. but you came back.. we laughed.. we cried.. we worked again.. we were happy again..