Physics girl

Date: 3/2/2019

I’m at my old secondary school, in the auditorium where assemblies are held. It’s not quite full and in front of me, students float in to find seats. A girl is waiting to play with her band, something draws me to her. She has thin brown hair and a awkward confidence about her. It’s exciting! Before everyone is in the room the band starts. It’s electronic and dark and confident. The lead singer (who I don’t recognise but is super prominent in the dream) says a dark joke about rape, she’s being super inappropriate but owning it. I find it attractive and exciting. For some reason I know she’s very clever and nerdy and self aware. She doesn’t give a fuck. I think to myself I should introduce myself and mix her stuff, then I feel guilty for being self centred, I also feel competition with my friend at this point. Something I often have in real life. Anyway, they keep playing these great tunes. Somehow I end up down there with them, I’m programming a drum machine. We’re not in the auditorium anymore.