R u i n e d

Date: 2/17/2024

Unfortunately, this particular lucid dream was quite short lived but if I do remember correctly split into parts. I only recently got interested in and wanted to learn more about the Five Nights At Freddy's lore. Not too long after doing the necessary research I ultimately decided to indulge in the fandom even started playing the first FNAF game and got Security Breach as an early Christmas gift it was there I discovered a character from the DLC to the main game called Ruin her name is Cassie almost immediately I was drawn to her along with that rabbit lady I would always see with her in many fanarts ( discovered Vanny/Vanessa as well absolutely obsessed with them both ) I eventually was able to play Ruin and I have beaten it three times in total. Since beating it the very first time I was 100% hyperfixated on Cassie ( Roxy too ) I began to admire her ( Cassie ) personality her quirkiness and her bravery this lead me to casually viewing images of her mainly on Pinterest watching videos about her and other FNAF characters on YouTube discovering all these theories that fans have and stuff like that and coming up with my own as a result just enjoying the fandom and the characters a causal fan. I finally had my first set of lucid dreams the other night and as always I had a small gut feeling what /who this particular dream was going to be about like that internal sense of oneself you just know you're you that feeling except I wasn't me I knew I wasn't knew who I was actually and a few simple words from a brunette curly haired woman in a light blue button up holding a clipboard with papers in it as I rounded the corner giving me the confirmation to my gut feeling. I do also vaguely remember very briefly walking the halls in a school building and seemingly I guess? Looking down quite a bit seeing what I was wearing along with the obvious skin tone change telling me immediately this was Cassie's turn. She like every other character I have had lucid dreams about specifically either being myself or seeing /being close to or friends with them just feels indescribably different but Cassie is not like Five, Hay Lin, not like Raven, Siobhan, Junior, not like anyone it feels like she is more real more plausible I can't explain it I don't feel the best currently.....hopefully I will be able to explain this better soon. But, for a try it's like despite not having any lucid dreams of her yet also being hyperfixated on her for AWHILE she has always felt strongest to me. I have a feeling I will gradually start to have more dreams and it will get stronger.

AI generated interpretation In your dream, the theme of the Five Nights At Freddy's (FNAF) lore and characters is prominent, specifically focusing on a character named Cassie, also known as Ruin in the game. The fact that you recently became interested in FNAF and immersed yourself in the lore indicates a recent development or fascination in your waking life that is now manifesting in your dreams. Cassie/Ruin seems to represent something significant to you, as you express admiration for her personality traits of quirkiness and bravery. Your hyperfixation on Cassie and Roxy, along with your engagement with fan art, videos, and theories, suggests a deep emotional connection to these characters. This intense focus on Cassie may reflect a desire for those qualities she embodies, such as strength or uniqueness, in yourself. The experience of lucid dreaming, where you are aware that you are dreaming, provides a unique insight into your subconscious mind. The shift in perspective from being yourself to embodying Cassie in the dream signifies a deeper exploration of your own identity and desires. Cassie feels especially real to you, suggesting that she holds a special significance in your psyche, perhaps symbolizing aspects of yourself that you are drawn to or wish to embody. The mention of walking the halls of a school building and noting a change in appearance, such as skin tone, could indicate a sense of transformation or self-discovery taking place within you. This dream experience may be a reflection of your inner journey towards understanding yourself better and embracing different facets of your personality. Overall, this dream highlights a deep engagement with fictional characters that resonate with you on a personal level, reflecting a subconscious exploration of your own identity, desires, and strengths. It may be beneficial to further explore what Cassie represents to you and how her traits can inspire and guide you in your waking life.