at some kind of school

Date: 3/8/2020

we were at some kind of school... me and neno sat at the back of the church-like hall. i wanted to steal him and take him to the hidden seats overlooking the church (to fuck!) but i knew he’d say no as it was ‘inappropriate’. There were some significant people sitting in the frontest row, i remember that i kept glancing over to them. there was a talk going on at the front of the stage, but somehow it had to do with me? there were hundreds of people watching but even though it was about me i wasn’t anxious. it’s like they were making a verdict of some sort. Before that i was in a witch house doing witch shit! roisin was there we were all doing something together so that we broke away in twos or threes together. it felt like a karmic energy that i needed to make up to her. she was hesitant for some reason. we were at whinney hill and i was like this house would be perfect for a child as there’s so much space for everyone. i was in my room so grateful for the space. although i was scared but also chill that there was a baby on the way?? it’s more the rephrasing of the space in my head that was revolutionary, as somewhere that could be safe for a baby.