Classmate

Date: 11/7/2019

Keep having dreams of this guy in my class where we are hanging out and then it turns into me and him flirting/playing around then him kinda slowly getting closer and closer to me until his arms are like wrapped around my waist and the butterflies in my stomach are going literally crazy in this dream and just as we’re about to kiss I ALWAYS wake up 😫😭😭 I had one of these dreams this afternoon and what woke me up is because my mouth was dry since it’s so hot here. I hate waking up from dreams like this. I wish it was real and I know that’s why I’m having these typa dreams is because I have a crush on him. We do talk a lot in real life and there’s been some indications that he likes me but I don’t think we would ever work out because he’s religious and I’m not. But being friends with him is so hard because every time I’m with him I just get so happy and we do laugh a lot. Maybe I’m just infatuated with wanting to be with someone, but idk something about makes me blush. But hes always sending me mixed signals and I just want him to be up front with me. I wish he was like he was in my dream where he’s making the first move but in reality it will probably be me coz I’m always the one to get straight into it since I’m inpatient. Anyways this turned into more of a “dear diary” lol I actually think there should be an app where we can share our daily thoughts like a journal type thing, but lmao that’s probably what a blog is for 😂😂😂 If u made it this far congrats 🥳 u just wasted a minute of ur life reading about mine 🥴🥴🥴 here’s ur medal 😆 ————>🥇