Climbing up to find stolen things 🧗🏼‍♀️

Date: 4/3/2019

This was a dream from the night before last, and it just seems a significant one to me. There was quite a lot going on in this dream but I will say the things I remember – I remember less now of course. I’m in a place, it seems like Lincoln, and there is a sense of impending tension, people have dashed away but I’m at the bottom of what seems like steep Hill, and suddenly some very nasty men appear in a sort of gang, they are violent and ready to steal and kill. I’m afraid but not terrified, I end up being sort of taken hostage, and things are stolen from me, I realise I’m lucky not to be killed, and I’m still watching what’s going on – my position is not too bad really. Later on, and I don’t know what happened in between, I and several others are far far away, perhaps on Mars it seems!! We are climbing a wall which has handgrips which are difficult to find but not impossible, and I seem to be going up this wall quite fast, faster than the others. I a, determined. Avoid confusion no, wait till you see what is at the top. Just before I reach the top there are some really horrible creatures in bedded in the wall, that it’s unavoidable to touch… I remember saying something like this is a bit like I’m a celebrity, and asking if the creatures are dangerous. Until they’re not, but they’re still very unpleasant. At the top I discover what seems like a great load of junk, but it turns out it is all the things that those people stole. I find a pair of socks, it’s the ones I’m actually wearing this very morning with strawberries on. Or was it just one of them? I’m amazed to find this on mars and am full of wonder because it’s long ago that the things were stolen. I don’t remember if I find anything else of mine, but I’m looking around with fascination. I Think to myself this is a bit like looking at the treasures in a charity shop, but I find it strange and intriguing that I do not have any desire for any of these things as I might normally. It seems significant that that has been taken away, I just am interested. I am not collecting any of the things, nor looking to find anything I Might want. 🤔 there is a similarity here with my old ladder dreams, but the significant thing here is that I get to the top and I’m given back things that were stolen long before, unexpectedly. (Not that I was over bothered about that sock!!) But also that I’m not grabbing and grasping at things. I’ve been set free from that. And that’s important. Okay, I don’t know if this is a dream from God, I didn’t have the sense of his presence that I had in tthat other dream with the ladder. But it could be from him. 😴 then last night I had another dream, there was a lot going on, but the significant bit was again a recurring one – I’ve been somewhere, and I’m heading off but I forgot to pack properly and I’ve left stuff in my room, or partially packed,… There’s absolutely loads of stuff in this one, what is this about? There was even stuff that I left in the laundry basket, there seem to be sheets and what not and I had to pack everything. And there were other things that I had to pack – nothing could be left behind. But I was down in a stsortrt of departure lounge because I had to fly, and I had so much stuff. Even plants, and it seems really important that these things go with me. I can’t not take these, even though I’m thinking, why did I bring all these books?? The women working there are annoyed with me but being helpful nonetheless. At one point when throwing things in my hold-all I manage to lose my bag containing the tickets, and am having to explain this now. 🤔so why do I have these dreams? Is it something to do with trying to hold things from the past. When I actually go away I’m really good at travelling light, I really don’t like having loads of stuff, and I’m good at making sure I’ve got everything – I’m well practised and even now when I’ve been away I’ve been able to do this. It feels like a psychological thing. Fear of letting go of my security that I’ve grown in my situation? Of needing help? ....hmmm I don’t know. Lord, if it is something that needs to be changed, please help me with it.