Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 12/1/2018
By yari6302
It started when I was in a crowded van. It was the brownish van my Tio Pedro had in Mexico. My mom was talking in the phone and we were all stressing a little bit. Turns out we were going to my wedding with Brendan. At sixteen. I was somehow okay with it. But then I asked my mom if this was legal. Like if we were actually getting married and not just a ceremony/gesture. She said yes. I asked again “yes?!” She said yeah and I said I didn’t want to get married. I’m sixteen. But we were at the park where we were gonna get married. I wasn’t sure who I had invited but I totally canceled the wedding. So instead we were gonna have a party and have people go to the pageant. Wedding I was in a pageant/talent show like two blocks from our house. I was in the older one. It was really sunny and so I went home with my parents to get some stuff. My mom was putting some fruit into a bowl. She put like the grapes on one side and the melon on the other side. She also put coconut on top on the melon side. I grabbed an umbrella from the closet. I asked her if I should get the white one or the other one. I thought it was gonna be both but she said to get the white one. And then we went back to the show in the park. It was the older girls’ turn so I got in my line. I waited until it was my turn. I walked and stumbled while turning and mumbled “shit” quietly. I finished and then I decided that it wouldn’t be worth it for me to stay so I left. Talent show I was taking the train home but it turns out John was waiting for me. It was nice. We had a calm conversation about our breakup. We went to a playground. We climbed up and it turned out there were people we knew there having a party. I asked him who was there. I heard him say Brendan and I visibly made my body say that I wanted to go back, disregarding the wedding stuff, but because it would be weird. But he had said a Brandon I don’t know. So we went in and there were illegal substances. The rich people were just chilling and talking. After a while someone mentioned that they we should crack open the stuff. I was okay with drinking but I wasn’t gonna do drugs with them. Nothing really happened and after a while I left. It was getting dark When I was there, my mom was waiting in a van that looked like my Tio Pedro’s brownish van, saying she was waiting for me. But she wasn’t really that worried and I wasn’t in trouble and it was okay. And I thought she was gonna take me in the van but she just saw me and left. I was walking home when I went into a place like the garra. There was one stand where this lady was selling dogs. I bought one and it came with a ton of collars and leashes. I named the dog Yoga. I had it follow me. When I went outside, my mom was waiting for me in the van. This time, I got inside and called Yoga to come. Yoga jumped in with me. I put the box of all her stuff on the floor of the van and had Yoga. I kind of wanted, or thought, that she was a boy but Yoga was a girl. Yoga was a small dog with generally brown fur but orange paws and some more orange features like her ears and maybe face. I remember I joked to my mom something about how now that I had my own money I could buy dogs like my dad. We got home and it was irrationally like morning. We were at our now house, except it looked like it had been abandoned. There was either not-cold not-white snow or not-dirty not-prickly sawdust that stuck together all on top. Me, Caro, Diego, Vico, and Natalia climbed the stairs inside the house to get to the top. We then climbed out the window onto the roof. We were kinda playing on there. When I wanted to get down, I realized the stairs were really shaky and risky. So I slid down a bit to another window by the stairs. I went through to see if we could go through. It was tighter around my boobs and butt, but I got through. I went inside and it turns out my parents were having a party. I saw the people from the playground. WiFer was also there somewhere. I was washing my hands in a sink out in the open when he came over too. We were talking about Grethel’s parents I guess and their divorce. He was saying how it was really hard for them to be divorced and that maybe it would be better for them to get together like they were thinking of. I was thinking I needed to tell Grethel cause that couldn’t happen.