Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 1/13/2023
By Ether_Erebus
Some other crazy stuff happened before this but I can’t remember. All I know is that for some reason, there’s all these people at our house and they’re all like teams of sorts. When we get a break, I head upstairs to the upper level and as I’m walking through, Wassim is with me and we’re talking about random stuff as we walk through the house and everything. Then, I don’t remember all the questions, but we’re talking about random shit that you would ask someone about serious stuff before you’re going out with them. He asks them to me and I answer honestly. At one point we’re in Daman’s room and he asks me something and then he just reaches out and holds the side of my head and his fingers fill into my hair on the left side of my head and he’s looking very intently at me and I pull back. I turn around and he says something as a joke to diffuse the situation and I laugh and go along with it. I start walking towards my room and say I’m going to change. He says okay, and I close the door behind me and start pulling out a new pair of pants from my closet and he walks in. I say “hey, I just told you I was going to change” while I’m mid-way with my pants and he walks in and says something along the lines of “I know I can’t have you but I wanted to know if it would work and I asked you all those questions and it would” and as he’s saying this he reaches out and holds my hand and I say, “yeah.. it won’t work, it can’t go anywhere” and he holds my hand tighter and says “no, babe I know it will. I know I can’t have you but just give me this now” and as this happens I just look at him and he looks at me and right then, my mom says “oh my god, come outside right now Simran” And my stomach drops. I say, “okay, in a second” and she hears rustling around and she walks in to see me with my pants half way up my legs and she freaks the fuck out. She’s like “oh so this is what you were doing when you said you had something to talk about” and all this stuff and I just keep saying “no, it’s not what you think; imm literally just talking and he walked into the room because I didn’t lock it properly” And the she’s like “I heard him call you babe, what about that” and I just straight up say “I didn’t even hear that, what the heck” and it spirals. Somehow, Wassim leaves and then Daman’s in laws are here and talking to me about religion and how it’s not going to work with this person and how it’s a poor reflection on my parents and a poor decision because all this stuff. I just stand there and every time they say anything, my mind immediately goes to “yes, but nothing happened. Nothing is going to happen and y’all still can’t breath, also, why the hell do you care what I do in my life?” As they’re alls quibbling, I walk out of the house while putting my shoes on and I wake up. Ngl, during the dream I was stressing out and when my mom got mad at me and started accusing me without listening I was hurt and so so so angry. Crazy mess lol.