Attempted Force by ex

Date: 1/20/2020

Had another dream where I cheated on my boyfriend and this time it was with a long forgotten ex. It is a reoccurring dream of mine to have casual sex with someone (unaware at the time that I am in a relationship) and mid-dream I remember I’m dating Louis and I get so upset and stop everything and want to confess to Louis, and beg for his forgiveness. This time I stopped things with my ex and he said I had promised him one last round and I was adamant that I was not interested. I spent days avoiding him as he was harassing me and I remember at one point I got off at a bus stop far from my house to get away from him, but he followed me off of this bus and picked me up and tried to carry me away. I was kicking and screaming and strangers had to intervene.