All things dead

Date: 9/30/2019

So my dreams last night were extremely all over the place. In one part of the dream I was fleeing from something or someone. No idea what but there was worry of getting caught. I think it was from the authorities or something. Which is hilarious cause in my waking life I’m pretty much an angel 🤣 I was in this walled garden at one point and a bird flew into my back completely knocking itself out. At first I thought it was dead and felt awful. I went over and the tiny bird that originally flew into my back was now a big pigeon lying unconscious on the ground. I picked it up and it woke up but was extremely injured so it was trying to fly but couldn’t. I started trying to lift it up to help it get momentum. I then placed my hands on the bird and began some kind of healing magic kind of like reiki but with lots of light coming from my hands. The bird was healed. Then my ex came along and said don’t worry I’ll help it. She took the bird with her, next thing we were in our old sitting room and she was petting the bird on her lap and her new kitten came running in and started trying to eat the bird. So in a mad panic I tried to save the bird again. Another part of my dream I was a man it seemed and I was meeting with this woman for something outside this extremely modern but futuristic hotel that was being built. There was machinery, sand and building supplies everywhere. The woman I was with tripped over plastic sheeting and saw a bloodied body beneath it. She panicked because her prints were now on the plastic and we ended up fleeing the scene together. There was lots of rain in my dream. I remember the cops coming to speak to me as I suspiciously sat on a bench out in the downpour with a package.... There were lots more that I can’t quite remember. I wonder what it all means? I googled and saw that death can symbolize change. 🤔