First Night in Uni

Date: 9/11/2016

I'm leaving for uni in a couple of days and my guy friend (who we'll call Max) keeps asking how he wants to crash at mine every so often so I think this is why I had this dream. If you want to skip past foreplay go to ⚠. It's late, Max laid out his sleeping bag on the floor as I'm adamant that he's not getting in bed with me. We talk a little just to get settled and I notice it's a cold night. Max even mentioned it. I have a sort of huggable pillow of totoro so I said "Fine get in, but no contact, I'll put this pillow between us." He slipped under the covers, and immediately I noticed it was a squeeze. He groaned, "The pillows massive can't you leave it?" I told him, "But it gives me comfort when I'm holding it." There was a pause, I couldn't see his face but he sighed, sounding a little embarrassed. "You can hold onto me if you want." I caught my breath and buried my face into the pillow. Then I hesitantly removed it from between us, my cheeks burned red as his face came into view. We both sort of shuffled together, I felt super awkward as I rest my head against his chest. I didn't know what to do with my arms so I just kept it on his chest next to my face. I felt his voice through his shirt as he called my name. I look up at him and his eyes seem to almost glaze over as he kisses me lightly. My eyes widen and blood rushes to my face I start to panic and in an embarrassed rush I turn over to face the wall. ⚠ He instantly apologises and tries to hug me from behind. I half turn to look at him, "You're hard?" I felt it through his boxers when he hugged me, it was almost pulsating. He gives me a look of shame and doesn't say anything. "Well if you need to, you can relieve yourself in the bathroom." Max seemed to be relieved that I understood and did an awkward walk to the bathroom, closing the door behind him. I try to settle but after what seemed like ages all I hear are frustrated sighs. I knock to check if he's okay, I hear nothing so announce I'm entering. Max is on the floor, boxers off, revealing his erection. I start trying to form words but stumble from embarrassment. "Are you o-okay? W-what's taking so long?" He looks up and confesses, " I go to relieve myself but then I think of you and get hard again." I pause for a moment, then thinking of a solution I kneel down in front of him and wrap my fingers around his manhood. He looks at me, confused and shocked cause I never normally do something like this. My mouth encompasses the tip and slides down his length. I use my hands as well and sometimes take my mouth away to lick his entirety because I couldn't go that deep without risking gagging. A short while later his body tenses and my mouth fills. I swallow and smile at him, a little cum trickled down the side of my mouth and I get up next to the basin to wash it away. I see him in the mirror behind me as he holds me to him and kisses my neck. "Please don't," I retaliate, "That's my- It's - I'm sensitive there." He kisses deepen and I let out soft moans. He starts undressing my lower half and that's when I actively tried pushing him away, I didn't want this. Max was oblivious and dragged my pants down below my knees. I felt the wetness from his dick close to my opening. He thrusts and I yelp with pleasure pain. I yelled STOP but he just picked me up, while still inside me. I thrashed only making him harder and said "We'll make a mess." "Then we'll use this." He laid me on his sleeping bag and gave small wet kisses from my neck down between my breasts and to my lower stomach. He groaned as if he was hungry and went back up to circle his tongue around my nipples. He gave a smirk seeing my satisfied look and started easing in and out of me. It felt so good, I tried covering my mouth so dampen the sounds coming from my mouth (due to the thin dorm walls) but he grabbed my arm and whispered in my ear that he wanted to hear how much I enjoy it. He pushed my legs up passed my stomach and I hit a real sweet spot. My breathing became staggered and he gave out an amused breath which only made me wetter. He started to quicken and I felt at my limit. He gave out deep moans of pleasure too now. I felt like I was gonna break and then bliss washed over me. His movement came to a stop as we both panted. I lay there unable to move. My chest moved up and down in time with his as he eases out of me, and cum drips down my legs onto the sleeping bag.

AI generated interpretation This dream can be interpreted as a reflection of your subconscious thoughts and feelings surrounding the transition to university and your relationship with your friend Max. The dream blends elements of intimacy and vulnerability, highlighting a mix of desire, hesitation, and boundaries. The beginning of the dream may symbolize your feelings of anticipation and nerves about starting a new chapter in your life (going to university). The presence of Max in the dream could represent a sense of familiarity and comfort as you enter this new phase. The intimate interactions between you and Max in the dream may symbolize a desire for closeness and connection, but also hint at underlying apprehension and boundary setting. Your initial reluctance to share the bed with Max and the use of the pillow as a physical barrier could indicate a need to maintain boundaries and control in your relationships. The sexual elements in the dream, such as the discovery of Max's arousal, can suggest hidden desires or unresolved feelings towards Max. The act of helping him relieve himself and engaging in sexual activities may represent a desire for intimacy and closeness with him. However, your discomfort and attempts to stop his advances may reflect inner conflicts or moral boundaries that you are grappling with. The moment of climax in the dream could symbolize a release of tension or pent-up emotions. The emphasis on pleasure and sensation may indicate a longing for fulfillment or a search for pleasure in your waking life. Overall, this dream may be a manifestation of your thoughts and emotions surrounding intimacy, desire, boundaries, and the complexities of relationships as you navigate a new chapter in your life. It may be helpful to reflect on your feelings towards Max and consider how they may be influencing your experiences and interactions in both your dream world and waking life. Discussing these themes with a trusted friend or therapist could also provide valuable insights and support.