Kiera Knightly schizophrenia

Date: 1/12/2018

So it starts off with me and my immediate family meeting our family friends, the Gladfelter's, and my cousins family at this lake. Jake and his dad were kayaking and we walk up to the edge and I found my friend Sebastian half engulfed in mud and passed out on the ground. I wake him up and I'm like "are you okay??" He looks at me and is like "yeah yeah I think I'm fine" and drags himself up. He had like a big bottle of rum near him and I don't know how he got there. He points to the other side of the lake and explains thats his house or where he was originally or whatever. So I help him up and he sets off to go home. I get in the water and I'm holding my phone to my side with my elbow (even though it's underwater I guess I wasn't worried) and that's fine until two of my little cousins (who are now much older in real life but in the dream they are unable to swim) come over to me and I have to hold them above the water and as I'm doing that the phone slips down and falls to the bottom. I immediately go under and try to feel it with my feet. As I come up I realize I had also dragged my cousins under the water and they were not happy. I give them back to their mom and I continue my search for the phone in the mud. I eventually find it and it's fine. The dream then changes and I'm in this little studio apartment furnished in a very Victorian-esque way with heavy fabrics like maroon velvet all around, it's not very big, mostly a bed and a small bathroom. I'm just watching this part of the dream, i'm not involved at all but I can feel the emotions being portrayed really well. Kiera Knightly is with another nice looking blonde woman and they are in a relationship, they're happy, but as I watch there's another Kiera Knightly who comes in the scenes and whispers for her to do bad things. She's dressed more promiscuously and has a vibe you don't trust. The original Kiera seems confused but kind. And the blonde woman is definitely kindhearted. They argue a lot. The blonde woman is afraid of evil Kiera and often when og Kiera does what evil Kiera wants the blonde woman will leave. Kiera always races after her and gets her to come home. It's dysfunctional. Evidentially the evil Kiera hasn't been around in awhile and she is unwanted by both the blonde lady and real Kiera, but evil Kiera is strong right now and wants to be heard. The dialogue is long and somewhat confusing. Kiera has neighbors that occasionally appear when she goes outside and she talks to them but the other characters, even if they're at her side (evil Kiera or nice blonde lady) are never introduced. This is the first indication that they aren't real. Kiera goes downstairs and outside a block over to a general store for some food. In the store I hear people talking about her, stuff like that she was always talking to herself and how weird that was. I start realizing that I'm watching a portrayal of schizophrenia. In the shop there is a place up front where you can pay your respects to the king by giving him things. Kiera brings homemade carrot cake in a mason jar. A Nike representative has brought 300 some pairs of shoes. The man collecting the gifts is hesitant with Nike.."this is so many shoes. The king doesn't really need all of these. Choose one." And the head Nike guy opens up one of the orange boxes and hands the gift collector a pair of strappy hiking sandals. Dark colors, purple and black maybe. Kiera continues shopping after watching this arrangement and she runs into some neighbors she obviously knows. One is a middle aged white guy and one is a young elementary aged black boy. The boy has milk and a hostess cupcake in his hands and looks slightly sheepish talking to this man. The man says "what are those for?" And the boy explains that it's his donation to the king. Kiera saves him from this conversation and takes the items out of his hands and quickly tucks it into her shirt. They walk out of the store together and she goes "quick grab this and run" and she throws the hostess cupcake and milk, he grabs it says "thank you!!!" And runs down the street happily. Kiera smiles. She walks up to her apartment and there's a picture frame outside of it that I notice that has her name and then it says "and her soul" and then a smaller frame on the side that is basically a label for evil Kiera obviously recently added. And this is when I full understand that Kiera in this film or whatever I was experiencing had multiple personality disorder and schizophrenia. I follow her into the room and she makes dinner and eats with the blonde woman and evil Kiera and they fight, they're also all in kinda a three way relationship too. So there's strange sexual tension and jealously. Kiera then climbs into bed and joins her are two more characters, one is male, and I don't remember the other one much but I believe female. They are all talking to her and telling her to do different things. Somehow the scene climaxes and it is known that she got rid of all her voices, especially evil Kiera, and is left alone happily with herself and her good blonde woman that's actually representing her soul. The end it is implied that she overcame evil Kiera with goodness and would hopefully never hear from her again. She is stronger than that. And um then I woke up.