dream family and babies i miss my babies

Date: 1/14/2023

we were at this really large like estate i lived in and i got pregnant by either dean or jess bc i was with dean but i also had feelings for jess. dean tells me to stay away from him but i sneak out after i give birth and i was thinking is my vagina supposed to burn? bc i remember only giving birth to one baby boy but apparently i had four babies!!? anyways i started thinking about my life and wtf im going to do with four babies at 17 and i was thinking wtf am i even going to tell my family ? omg i was so stressed. but i found jess and i told him i needed a hug and we hugged and then we walkesd to the hospital wing of my huge estate thing and then i gave one son and one daughter away to a loving adoptive family with dean and jess both there and i didn know which to keep bc there were two girls two boys and jess said keep blake and timber. (have no idea which is the boy and which is the girl those are crazy names lmao) and then i was just worried abojt my babies rhe whole time and told them to make it an open adoption with photos and playdates and they agreed