rust and blood

Date: 11/10/2018

I was serving at Applebee's. I was stressed because I had a table that wouldn't let me leave. they kept talking about music or something and they were holding me verbally hostage. I kept seeing myself get sat four more times and I was overwhelmed. then when I went to the kitchen and came back, that same table was having a conversation and they were ignoring me. I started crying and I went into the kitchen to ask Chad and Steven what I should do. Chad and Stephen were standing facing each other and there was a very large full white trash bag in between them. it was so big and tall and full that it was almost up to both of their chins. I was crying and I felt embarrassed because I was worried that I looked ugly while I was crying and it was humiliating to be crying because I think Stephen is very intimidating and judgemental. I told him the situation and he told me that since I was having such a hard time and it wasn't my fault that he would add automatic gratuity to all of the tables that I had until the one difficult table left. this gave me a little piece of mind but I was still very anxious. then I had a party of 7 or 8. it was a mom and a bunch of kids probably ranging from 6 to 12. they were there for the one little girls birthday and three of the little girls ordered vanilla milkshakes. then my dream sort of shiftetd the setting. then that table was my only table and I was still kind of waiting on them but we were now in a really dirty barnyard. there was a lot of mud and Rusty Nails and random debris and there was a fence surrounding the whole Farm that was also very Rusty. the dream now just had the tone that the mom was a really bad mom and she was being either careless or she had some sort of horrid evil plan. but she didn't make this evident...that was just the vibe. from playing in all the mud and near the Rusty objects, one of the boys got some sort of fast acting blood disease and he started throwing up copious amounts of blood and the blood was pouring out of his eyes, and his head got so filled up with blood that he passed out and his head was still filling up and then his eyes started to bulge out of his sockets and his eyes were bulging so much that his pupil and the colored part were indistinguishable. I remember being present in this part of the dream almost as if I was watching something horrible happening in a movie and I was trying to look away but I also couldn't stop watching. the second before his eyes exploded a farmer came out and saw what was going on and ripped the boys eyes out of his sockets and Threw The Eyes away from us so that the blood and the disease wouldn't get all over us.