Younger, older me.

Date: 12/13/2020

C was super excited, abounding “yesss, yess”.. it seemed he had got money to finish the house. They were going to sell the house in M & just move. I told them, no don’t sell it.. it’s worth nothing now! Keep it & rent it out.. sell when it’s higher! They would s listen & mum said “why don’t you buy it then”! I went quiet & said “because it’s a wreck”. I was on Px & showing Ad around the villa to do some work. Walking past the yard entrance was difficult as a beautiful pink blossom tree had been planted in the middle, been left & had taken over. After a few mins he has chopped up all the concrete in the yard & was going to move the tree. I was looking around the place & it was full of Nt’s old stuff.. I started collecting the random stuff up, to get it out of the house, so it could be decorated & rented. In a later dream... I was in another villa. Much bigger & luxurious. I was walking around it with c, getting excited about how it could be painted. There were separate area & churches on the grounds. I said, “oh that church could be made in to a guest studio! Or my bedroom”! But then I thought maybe I’d be freaked out, sleeping in a church. I was with Jq in the lounge & watched a square looking ufo float past the window. It seemed to be very small & thin & spinning on itself, as if the metal was spinning, but keeping its square formation & then straight after it a drone seemed to be chasing. For some reason, I said nothing & just watched - almost in an absent minded trance (- like I had done when I really saw one on the plane), I didn’t say anything & Then I said to Jq “look, I just saw a ufo & a drone”. We went to the windows to look, it started to come back, but as the ufo & drone reached us, they turned in to paper planes, as if to discredit what I’d seen! I started running around the house finding & collecting old stuff, as a film crew were arriving. There were small socks & random bits from when Nt was younger again. The crew filmed & I was forming a plan to sell pics to some of the people there. Suddenly I became a little girl, in a red flowery dress. I was running through gardens & felt like I needed to get inside. I found a toilet block, went in to a cubical & shut the door. Lots of people started coming in & it began to get very noisy all around me. I heard a girl next time whimpering & then the whole atmosphere became heavy, loud & dangerous. I felt bad energy electrify the air & I was trapped & terrified. I knew something horrible was going on around me & it seemed that a girl was being raped & lots of people, men & women, were involved in a kind of frenzied orgy, which she was forced to be a part of. I managed to slip our, with the help Of some man & ran. I was going through gardens again, but then I seemed to split in two- an older self, helping the younger, showing her which way to go & how to get through the fences. Almost like a rehearsal to get away! I got away & found the house. I got inside & knew something else bad was coming. I became my older self & started locking all the doors & ordering my younger to do the same.. Later, as my older self, I went to look at the cubicle, where the girl had been attacked. There was a mural of her face. She was a pretty brunette, with thick rimmed glasses, seemingly 60’s style. All over the rest of the cubicle were horrible scrawlings about her, like taunts & abuse everywhere. I felt like she had been killed.