The Husband Meme

Date: 1/20/2019

Last night I remembered an image I saw in my dream. It was kind of like a meme. The background of the image was a beautiful, tall brown door and it was adorned with a teal/turquoise/light blue design going around the frame of the door. On the image there was writing. It said “A husband is not the doorway to fixing your problems.” I really have to do some reflecting on this. The only thing I can think of is that, for a while I thought that life would be easier when I find the one for me/get married. We’d share incomes so things would be better financially and then I could finally move out of my parents home and not be ashamed (the field of study I chose ended up turning out lower income jobs and it’s been difficult to find full time work that is a good fit). Perhaps it means for me to stop holding the expectation that marriage is the perfect thing/to stop viewing it that way. Perhaps I have to figure out these problems myself...🤷🏻‍♀️