Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 8/26/2018
By Nuclear
It starts off calm... I'm at the gym, everything looks a little bit different, the room I'm in, the windows, even the area outside looked different... But it all felt very cozy and Familiar even though it wasn't. The gym was dimly lit, I looked outside and everything was red tainted, like dusk but at night. (I'm writing this many hours after waking up so some details are completely lost or too blurred) I was there, casually lifting and chatting with friends... A girl that looked my age approached me for counseling, there was something special about her... - I have a lot of dreams decumented here that speak of a girl I was in love with.. That girl mentioned to me, years ago that she wished she had black hair that isn't as wavey as hers, she had beautiful brown hair. - The thing that was special about the girl who approached me at gym was that her face... Was very VERY similar to the girl I loved, not only that but she had the black silky hair she always wanted... Their skin color and body were very similar as well, but I could tell they're definitely not the same person, she didn't have her glasses too. So she starts talking to me, and I'm just amazed by how similar they are.. I couldn't decide in my head which of them is more beautiful... I answered her questions, she smiled a lot and she felt really flirty, something I'm not used to at all... After a minute or two, I got sad... I don't know why... So I get up and go rest outside, I sat on a big rock that was placed in front of the gym by a set of stairs, and start browsing my phone.. I go on Tinder, weirdly enough as I was just staring at my phone, I see a figure coming from outside the fence, heading to me.. Another girl, she was almost running to me, she looked very excited.. As if I'm her childhood friend that she waited to meet again after many years. She had darkish blond hair, painted red by the dusk in the sky, her hair on the top was braided back and she let the sides hang, I liked it. She was either Russian or Ukrainian, very cute overall. I.. Was expecting her... I've never seen her before but in the dream I just "Knew" that I met her from Tinder and she was supposed to come, she gets to me, calling my name in excitement and then she just jumps on me with a big hug.. But it wasn't a hug of two people who met for the first time, it was so tight she was basically smearing her body over mine, I felt her breath on my ear... I was totally aroused by that warm greeting. Anyway, I really didn't expect this big wave of affection thrown at me, I was very surprised. She managed to bring back a little smile to my face, I assumed we know each other and assumed (with a good reason) I think) that she wants my ass. She came to see me after all. Alright. I go back into the gym to get my stuff and she follows me, we go in.. The beautiful first chick is still there, I grabbed my stuff and headed out, blond girl was pulling my hand, she couldn't wait to go back to her place... As I'm being pulled the black haired girl tries catching me with a question... I was trying to not be rude and pay attention to her but I was being pulled away... I think she was interested in me too, when she realized my situation she was visibly sad/disappointed that blond girl is touching me like that... As I'm being pulled through the exit door I see her last face expression, genuinely broken... I felt so bad, it was like looking at a crying puppy, I ALMOST just wanted to tell blond girl to let me go, and stay with her... After all she resembles someone I loved, and this time actually loves me back.... But I didn't, and I regret it. Gym door closes. Black hair girl is gone because of my decision. Alright. Now we're heading to her car, I was all sweaty from gym but I assumed I'll just shower there, now.. I don't remember how the events connected and lead to it but, there was ANOTHER girl... Maybe also from tinder? I have no idea, I'M SURE THERE WAS A BACKSTROM TO IT! I just can't remember how it connects... So... The new girl was taller than me, which I didn't like, had silky short brown hair, which I didn't like, was bossy, which I didn't like, and she runs a lot and plays basketball which is okay I guess... And yet, at some point if the story I had to make a choice... I somehow insulted the tall girl, and she was in love with me too I guess? I could either choose to walk away with the blond, ignoring how the tall girl just bursted in a sprint while crying, or ditch the blond, chase the tall girl and tell her I'm sorry and that I want her instead... Keep in mind I don't even know them both. The blond was definitely hotter, but dream "me" didn't make the correct choice... AGAIN. I run after her, not even looking back... She runs towards my house from the gym area.. I eventually catch up to her, she went up an old apartment building outer staircase, still crying, I climb after her, hold her hand and try calming her down.. "I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done that! I wanna stay with you... Please believe me" She then replied- "why?? Why do you choose me over her? I wanna hear it from you" Which, I honestly gave the worst answer to... I stuttered and just pointed out obvious things about her... Very bad dream nuclear! She dismissed what I had just said, as she honestly should have... But in the dream I was convinced I actually love her more than the others... Things calm down, we go up the stairs case and out of nowhere there a fking zombie apocalypse!? Mind you everything is still red cuz dusk sky, which is very fitting for zombies! All our conversation on that staircase happened in third person, I could see myself from the side, Camera pans to our legs, zombies are gathering under us, suddenly the fence we were leaning on becomes electric! I could see only our legs, specifically mine... I saw myself get electrocuted, stuck on that fence who's slowly gaining heat from the prolonged current flowing from the fence to my body... After a few seconds it got so hot that the wire that's been touching my leg, literally melted it off... My feet at the ankle got detached, fried... That girl shared the same fate, camera pans down to the zombies and dream ends. I have made 3 bad decisions, it caused my death probably. I wish I could stay with the first gym girl, my mind often makes bad choices that causes me to avoid things I really want in my dreams. :( This was long I'm sorry.