Date: 10/5/2016
By Nxmoee
I had a dream that I was in my bedroom but there was no walls or floor and it was just a black void but my room was set up like it always is like the floors and walls where there. I was sitting on my bed and I had my house phone sitting on my pillow, as I was staring out into space, it rang, it was my best friend. He started just replaying all our skype calls, like all the things we've talked about on skype and all the things he would tell me, and it was so random and scattered like he'd be crying about something that happened recently but then laugh the way he did when I told him something that happened months ago, and then he was in tears because he wanted to die, but then was crying because he was happy he was alive, and I couldn't say anything back to him. It ended with a skype call that I think about a lot and pretty much cherish, it was a 3 hour skype call we had once, we where both in tears, it was one of the first times I ever cried to him saying that I was happy he was alive and didn't end his life, and he cried, and the last thing he said on the phone was the last thing we said to eachother on the skype call, he said " I've never had a friend, or met someone, who made me rethink everything ( rethink Suicide, referring to me ), I love you a lot " and I said it back, but he just cried and I woke up suddenly, and I wanted to go back to sleep just to hear more, but I couldn't.