School still sucks.

Date: 10/1/2019

I have recurring dreams that I’m back to school and I’m wandering around the campus not really knowing what class room I’m supposed to go to. Well in this dream I’m in the classroom but it my kids classroom and I’m still as confused as usual. They set up group activities and me like usual don’t want to be there. I hated group activities and still do. They ask me to write my name on the blackboard but it’s already full and so they point out another blackboard in the back of the class and I’m asking what the hell is the need for it anyway. They keep doing things as a group and I’m not one to follow. I become more uncomfortable by the minute and think to myself ‘hell I got a good job I didn’t need this, I’m not a team player, I’ve been self sufficient. Their rules and their ideas can kiss my ass. I could teach this teacher a thing or two and I’m ready to run out the door and then I remember my kids are there and I’m there for them.