my mother found my kink

Date: 10/14/2018

so I was in my parents' house (in reality it was my grandparents' house) and I was just wandering aimlessly around looking for my collar that I had misplaced (I have actually misplaced it and am super sad and worried). It's a simple necklace that has a hidden meaning so I ask my mother if she had seen it. She said did you check in the box? And in the living room I opened a box for a wifi router and there it was. I thanked her and got super happy and excited putting it on immediately. A few minutes later she calls from the kitchen. "I've had an email about a choke chain for humans, it says they've cancelled the order for (my full name), did you order anything?" Time stood still Oh my God please tell me I can save this Did I order a chain? I don't think so I've ordered stuff like that but that's come and I haven't ordered anything else. I must've it has my name on it. "Uhh- Umm nooooo no I didn't order anything like that, must've been an error" my voice was trying to be as stable as possible while the rest of me freaked out. She came in and said "well whatever, it's going back now anyway" so I don't know if she believed me or not

AI generated interpretation This dream seems to tap into feelings of vulnerability, fear of judgment, and a desire to maintain a certain image or privacy in your personal life. The misplaced collar that holds a hidden meaning could symbolize an aspect of your identity or sexuality that you hold dear, and its importance is highlighted by your immediate excitement and happiness upon finding it in the dream. Your mother's discovery of the "choke chain for humans" and her questioning of whether you had ordered it suggests a fear of being exposed or judged for your kink or sexual preferences. The intense moment of panic and desperation to salvage the situation reflects a fear of rejection or a desire to avoid conflict with your mother regarding this private aspect of yourself. Overall, this dream may indicate a fear of being vulnerable and exposed in front of your mother, as well as a deep-seated desire to maintain control over your personal life and privacy. It may be helpful to reflect on these feelings and explore any underlying anxieties or conflicts that may be influencing your dreams and emotions.