Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 3/22/2024
By wahblamy
This dream was very much a slice of real life... Or the way I feel sometimes anyways. The first part is a bit vague but the owners of the laundromat next to my house (a young, well off couple) were in the process of renovations in their home. They weren't doing a ton of stuff but I was some how updated on the projects progress. They took a wall out, painted etc. When they were done they were telling me that they were broke because even though they did everything they could to be cheap, it ended up costing them $30,000. Then as I watched the scene, the home ended up being severely haunted and I saw a few things happen. They knew they would have to move out because the poltergeist activity was way too much. Especially for Angela. I was in the front cab of a truck with my friend Kirstie. We were hanging out and talking and I told her how I am still having a hard time getting over the guy I kissed over a month ago. She was surprised and I said I know. Nothing even happened but I can't help but imagine my life with him sometimes. I told her it wasn't a crazy amount but that the hope and disappointment definitely lingered. At one point I accidentally turn on a beacon light and I turn it to sky to see what it looks like on the clouds (it's night time) and I remember that it's illegal because it can mess with planes so I turn it off really quickly. The next thing I know the truck is now a pretty substantial RV and we are there to hang out with guy in question. We're all just talking and I feel awkward and I'm kind of wondering why we've been invited by him to hang out. It's his parents RV and he starts to set up the bed and I wonder if we're here because he thinks he's going to score with both of us. At one point Kirstie goes outside to pee and the guy, let's call him Lee, kisses me!!! In my head alarms are blaring because I feel like this is the thing! I don't give up hope for the guys who hang around in my orbit because there is obviously residual feelings but also I'm going crazy because this person does not commit to being with me at all. It's infuriating. Kirstie comes back in and I'm trying to find a moment to tell her about it but suddenly the RV is a whole house and it's a party. In comes Lee's mother, this feels so awkward. I'm connecting with her but also trying to suss out Lee's motives and style in relationships. She just cryptically says that she always knows which one is the right one... (I have to add here that there is a pattern in this world of men using women, or maybe it's just people who know what they want using naive people ie: me). So then there is a little bit of flirting happening with another guy, I pick up a book and he comes and asks me about it, the book is about yoga ironically enough. I am happy to talk to him about it but I feel the eyes of everyone on us. It's almost like I'm embarrassed to be seen in the process of getting to know someone on a romantic level (very true for me in real life). Then I go into the kitchen and another guy is flirting with me but more in a funny way and he kind of jumps on my back. I feel a little more grounded now and ask the crew if there are any smokers in the building so I can go out for a cig. Wooof, weird.