I knew I was dreaming

Date: 8/9/2017

I dreamt that I walked up the stairs to my room. The furniture was the same but everything else was gone. I walked over to where my nightstands are stacked thinking I needed something. Stopped. And just said. "I'm sleeping. This is a dream. I can do whatever I want." The first thought I had was killing myself. I said "No." and then said "I don't want to be here anymore. I want to be awake." And then opened my eyes.