Trapdoor

Date: 3/13/2020

I was being trapped in an old dirty apartment. It was a mess, nothing was in its place. There was a way to get out through a trapdoor in the ceiling. I kept trying to pull myself up through but I wasn’t strong enough. I was in an arcade with an expansive floor of games. I remember the floor, the carpet. I was seated, playing a game, then the seat trapped me and started doing spinning revolutions and I went upside down several times before it stopped. I had won some kind of jackpot. I started walking everywhere searching for someone to tell about my big win. There was no one. I was suddenly watching a man give another man a physical examination. There was a fitness test and a health test. One man started climbing the other like a ladder. He was trying to get through the trapdoor in the ceiling. I was inside the ceiling looking down. I felt like crying. The men kissed. One was nude. I felt like I was jealous, like I wanted a man of my own. I didn’t remember my boyfriend.