Flying Practice

Date: 3/20/2020

I am in a house with a couple (similar but not the same with Rodney and Laurie), they have a daughter who is not present. At first I notice that I am to fly, but I have to hold onto one of two birds in the house to do it. I find it challenging and I’m not quite sure how to grip the bird or where to grip for the greatest effect. Gripping by the wings isn’t the best way. I later find that I don’t need the birds to help ( I think this is because I have to fly up by myself just to get hold of the birds) and that simply by using my mind I can control my body. I am in a big room with them and I begin to practice controlling my body, it isn’t easy as it takes a bit of will power and intent to make my flying body do what I want it to. But I spend a good amount of time going up and down, up and down (body was like lying flat, face down towards the ground, so the body was extended full length as if lying down), making sure my body responds the way I want it to. Sometimes I have to use verbal commands to get where I am going, and If I lose focus my body seems to move where I don’t want it to. Focus and concentration are key here. I think to myself that I need to be careful, because I am physically flying and this isn’t an OBE! Don’t want to hurt my body by hitting a wall or something. Why didn’t I realize I was dreaming??? I then fly to another room? I am sitting in a cross legged position and floating now and I’m doing spins, left to right and then full circles, then back the other way. I see the picture of their daughter and think about asking about her, but I don’t and focus on the task at hand. I think the telephone rings and/or she needs to do something like get ready for work and I’m in her spot and ask if I need to move, she mentions that I might. I am thinking now about moving back to the bigger room where the birds were. My brother is somewhere in this dream, perhaps before this scene. Also, there were pretty young girls around, but the details are foggy. Note: It wasn’t easy to control the body, but it did respond to my commands. It really surprises me that with all of this I still bought the “this is real not a dream” thing, line hook and sinker. Why didn’t I realize I was dreaming? So annoying. Oh well, good practice I suppose.