fear of violation

Date: 12/6/2018

I was at my job/a store/ my childhood home. I was getting ready to work when i realozed id forgotten to prepare for the reading fair. quickly, I found an old board of mine and over it I chkse to make a presentation on bdsm. the judges were unimpressed in the middle of my making it so i wrote a few lines on the board and found some leather pants. the peiple there began to help me as well, adding their own bits and pieces to make it better. I presented it, passed, but did not win. after that I hung around instead of working (dont care for my job too much and thus forgot about it) meanwhike my coworker who has plans for a career in this business sat on the sidelines. I frolicked around, flirting with beautiful people who flirted back but i mever followed through. one of the women, absolutely beautiful , walked up to me naked, smirked as she handed me something I needed. she loved my eyes on her, her hand lingered over mine and i let her walk away. soon they drove off without me. i tried to return to work but forgot time and time again, distractes by things. finally i gave up and let my coworker work instead.