Cheating

Date: 9/8/2017

I was at work and I had to mop this floor but instead of using a bucket, I used a shopping cart??? So all the water just fell back onto the floor again. I couldn't figure out why I was having so much trouble mopping until one of my friends/coworkers came and pointed it out to me. It was really embarrassing. While I was cleaning up my mess, someone came and grabbed my butt!! With two hands, full grabbing. I turned around in shock. It was an old friend of mine. He came to tell me he was leaving and we would never see each other after today. I told him we should meet up tonight after I get off work. I gave him a hug and went back to work. I went to a movie with my sister and her boyfriend but we didn't finish it...?? Apparently you could just go back anytime and show them your ticket and finish the movie later?? Anyway, I had to meet up with my friend. I went back to my house and he came over. We talked, we flirted, and we giggled just like old times. (I used to have a crush on him and we used to flirt at school all the time irl.) I thought the best way to say good bye was to give him a little piece of body he has been asking for. As long as my bf never found out, it would be fine and no one would ever know. We just went right into it. He was all for it. The problem was he couldn't find my pussy hole 🙄 I had to literally show it to him and I was super wet but this was kind of a turn off. Has he even ever had sex before?? He got on top of me and started humping me but no sex was happening. My sister barged into my room but he just kept going?? My sister was like "oh wow that's sexy" and asked me if we wanted to finish our movie later. I just yelled at her to get out. Then I started to feel guilty about cheating on my boyfriend. I think we actually started have sex then but I couldn't feel anything. He penis was as small as I had always imagined it. I wasn't enjoying his goodbye present. Then my sister and her boyfriend barged in to ask about the movie again. Well now two people know that I am a cheating whore so I didn't really feel like continuing. I pushed him off and got dressed. It was really awkward. I didn't know what to tell him. I suddenly feel bad about what happened?? I put on a really ugly outfit too but I didn't care. I was too upset about the actions I had committed. When I woke up I just felt horrible. The guilt transferred over from my dream. I hate it when I cheat in my dreams because it feels like I cheated in real life.