Crab Dinner

Date: 7/20/2019

I had 4 large crab type creatures I was going to prepare and eat with my dad. Something happened and I remember my mother involved somewhere. My dad prepared and ate the crab before I could make the dinner preparations I was annoyed and sad. I went to look at the rest of the crabs one was dead I think I practiced on it but the other 2 were eating it and getting larger they grew bubbles on their backs like a Dewpider but with like 8 bubbles on their backs. They were afraid I thought to myself it's stupid to think they were afraid because I didn't think they had nervous systems but they were and I was in a panic. I briefly prepared myself to stab one in the head they got out of their tank thing. I looked into their eyes and I couldn't kill them so I opened a sliding glass door and let them outside careful not also letting my cats out. My brother Michael was visiting this house I confronted him about needing to go to therapy because he's a pedophile he said he was cured I told him he needed support so he wouldn't do these awful things. I tried putting a little figurine in his room he was staying in and he confronted me that he knew the signs to look for my spells. Brothers friends (Scorpio) younger brother sold me and my dad this house all this was happening in but he also lived there and made it seem like we were just visiting and it pissed me off. He had this big pantry room with glass doors that was off limits and he had a room full of puppies and kittens off limits. They looked like sterile rooms. I was worried about the animals but he said I think something about it not being my concern like to stay out of his business. I didn't trust him around my cats. That's all I remember right now