oh my god

Date: 8/13/2016

I dreamt insanely this time. I was all over the place running around like baseball field, my parents kitchen with other people living there. The other people were Bekah and Audrey I saw them initially somewhere else and Audrey made me swoon. I quickly spoke to Bekah and left. Walking back into a room with a charger Bekah let me borrow I was singing and dancing around the room and as I exited at the top of my parents stairs. Bandit and Koda ran up to me I briefly spoke about how Bekah had tons of animals I was watching and my grandma made a rude remark in which I ignored and then someone confronted her lying and then my grandpa was confessing he didn't want to take care of her anymore. So I was midway on the stairs briefly before that when Bekah said what were you doing and I said sorry I was returning your charger... Oh god you couldn't see me dance from here could you? And they both nodded and laughed and said we could see and hear you Audrey complimented my voice. I came downstairs and was packing Asian food (rice and shrimp wontons/dumplings) there was a special sauce on top Audrey came over and started talking to me watching me.. She had never noticed me before minus responding to my song and dance. She flirted with me started making me all nervous asking me to pack her a meal I said of course I already was. She wrapped her arm around my waist I wanted to drop to my knees it made me so weak. I said I have to soften your butter.. While licking/sucking the spoon. Next thing you know we're in some bathroom and she said I'm so thankful you were okay with this and we were fucking in the shower she said I really need to see myself remember and it did a quick flashback to before when she mentioned it when I was sitting in her lap on the closed toilet seat. It blacked out. Next thing I'm in court to face the consequences of cheating on Jay who happens to look like Lip and before I go to talk to him Audrey was talking about ZPacks or some kind of Sex pack but one that comes after you've already contracted something. I immediately started freaking out she said don't be pissed but I kinda have herpes said something about the second time it hit. Oh my god you have to be kidding me and here comes Jay/Lip and Audrey says sorry I'm trying to to talk to my ex and Jay/Lip said are you fuckin joking? And then I started walking toward the stand when wording flashback pop up of googled Herpes explanation. Then I wake up.... I read in a dream dictionary that us having herpes means that I'm regretting or acting unsafe sex or having sexual angst and worry.