3 dreams

Date: 6/12/2019

Dream 1; The dream started at my childhood home, where I have not lived in years. Everything looked the same. Brendon and I were just hanging out, like we always do. Talking to each other, loving each other. No big deal. He looks at me and asks, “I want to date another girl too, is that ok?” My response was yes since I wanted to make him happy (only in my dream). 🙄 So the dream kinda pauses so when I go back to the house one of my childhood friends was in there kissing brendon. I was so mad. I went into the garage where brendon followed me. He asked what was wrong? I said “I just don’t like this I don’t want you with anyone else.” He said “come on, it’s not that bad.” I asked him how would he feel if I had another boyfriend? He didn’t say anything to that. (In real life brendon always tells me I’m his favorite and that I’m number one). So in the dream: I asked if I was still his number one. He said yes. So then I asked is Taylor (yes we had the same name) number one too tho? He said yes. I said, so who is ranked higher on that one to one. That’s when he looked at me and walked away. Dream 2; This time the dream started that one of Brendon’s old girlfriends, Kennedy was with him and she was pregnant. This dream, Brendon and I were broken up and I was heart broken. Brendon’s mom, Kennedy, and Bren were at the pool. I was talking to his mom: who doesn’t like Kennedy. She said, “he’s not happy and I can tell he’s not happy and it breaks my heart.” I looked at Bren and he looked at me. (In this dream it has brens point of view flashbacks where he thought of me and wanted me). So a flashback happened and he asked to talk to me. That’s how that dream ended. Dream 3: this dream continued from the dream before. Kennedy was not pregnant anymore, and Bren was single. We went to this fancy place and were working on things. But then he saw Taylor and everything changed. The whole dream was about me fighting to keep him and fighting to keep Taylor away. These dreams have been awful and they have all been about my boyfriend and almost all of them are the same story one way or another. I just wish I knew what they meant