Anxieties of no one loving me

Date: 3/26/2019

By deadboidreamworld

My real life anxieties are seeping into my dreams again. This one was an emotional nightmare .. i used to get these almost every night, so I trained my brain to try and forget them immediately instead of remembering/finding out their meaning. This one was no different. However, I do remember I had made plans with a few of my friends in my dream .. and these were all my real life friend group. During these so called plans i was pretty much ignored, cast aside and forgotten the entire time. I remember fighting desperately for attention or even just someone recognizing my presence. I don't remember much of the middle parts of my dream but i remember at the end my friends being like we don't like you anymore because you're roommate told us everything you do and you're a bad person (meanwhile not even letting me defend myself or tell my side of any of the shit that's gone down) and i remember just falling on my knees crying desperately saying its not true its not true. Then i pretty much woke up in tears lol I've been stressing a lot about this stuff irl so i think my anxiety is just seeping into my dreams as per usual.