i want to push everyone away so i can die without guilt

Date: 2/5/2017

By sandman

She made me realize i don't really care She made me feel ugly and never enough She used me because she knew that's what I wanted She made me feel bad for feeling the way I do She did not praise me for my will She did not care for my struggles She did not care for me She made me stop caring She made me stop caring She stole my love and misused it She played me a fool because she could abuse it She muffled my voice She disguises bad intent with ignorance She could not be blamed She received my bottomless kindness with greed She could care less if I died.