I felt so confused and frustrated. Nobody was taking me seriously. I am not depressed, but just pathetically pretentious to them. So I cried. Took 8 pills of Benadryl as a suicide attempt though I'm not sure of its effects. I was waiting for something to happen. But there was nothing. Just a feeling of the pills still in my throat. Then someone else pretends to have depression and everyone pities her and becomes kind to her while I am pushed aside.