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Date: 8/2/2019

july 10 2019 -scrolling thru nathans acc on my cosplay acc and find out im still following his nsfw acc but all thats on it is aesthetic pics of his eboy self -i remember seeing him as more attractive than he is irl like he looked physically different, softer, more feminine, cleaner -i remember thinking sumn like “oh hes changed, hes a nicer person now but i still dont like him thats weird” “lol my feelings for him are gone but i could play him nd give him a taste of his own medicine right? no harm in using him for my own pleasure” im such a BITCH LMAOO -i also remember feeling really dysphoric but i dont remember why or what caused it or anything