Cheated on

Date: 7/28/2019

I had caught up with an old co worker of mine. I really liked him but was to scared to tell him. It was late at night and we were sitting on a hammock. As we were talking I finally confessed how I felt to find out he felt the same. A couple days later he was over at what I assumed was my house again. We were sitting on the couch and at some point I ended up on his lap facing him. We made out for a bit before he moved down my cheek and to my neck. The dream than skipped to a few weeks later. We were out in the yard and I was holding a phone. I yelled “how could you do this?! I loved you!” I went to walk away tears stinging my eyes. I heard him say “please stay I’m sorry!” I turned my head to say “I’m sorry to. I can’t do this anymore.” Than I continued walking away as I fought the urge to take him back.

AI generated interpretation In this dream, the theme of being cheated on appears, which often symbolizes a fear or insecurity regarding trust, vulnerability, and emotional connection in relationships. The dream reflects a desire for a connection with someone you have feelings for, represented by the old co-worker. Sitting on a hammock suggests a relaxed and comfortable state, indicating a sense of emotional openness and vulnerability. Confessing your feelings and finding out that he feels the same suggests a positive and desired outcome, indicating a longing for mutual emotional connection and reciprocity. The dream then shifts to a couple of days later, where you and the co-worker are sitting on a couch. Being on his lap facing him and engaging in intimate activities like making out suggests a desire for physical and emotional closeness, as well as a longing for passion and desire in a relationship. The dream then fast-forwards a few weeks, and you find yourself in a yard, holding a phone. The phone represents communication and connections. By yelling "how could you do this?! I loved you!", it suggests a sense of betrayal and disappointment, potentially reflecting a fear of being hurt or betrayed in a relationship. Your tears and the co-worker's plea for forgiveness convey the emotional complexity and turmoil associated with the situation. Choosing to walk away while fighting the urge to take him back indicates a conflicting desire to protect yourself from further hurt while still being tempted to maintain the connection. It shows your inner struggle between self-preservation and the fear of being vulnerable in love. Overall, this dream highlights the desire for emotional connection, fear of betrayal, and the internal dilemma of choosing between protecting yourself and pursuing a potentially rewarding relationship. It may be an expression of your subconscious thoughts, feelings, and fears surrounding relationships and vulnerability.