Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 2/10/2019
By Fitful
I was being forced to work for machine people evil ones, killing hundreds and piling up bodies deep underground. Like a slave I had no choice but I fought them and thwarted several bosses, only to have more bosses be put in charge. Finally their doctor told me my baby would die and I had trusted them to care for it so I left for the surface and a doctor I trusted. ~ That doctor was a female who had her office in am ice cream parlor. The metal sheet surface counter was warmed instead of frozen and she saw babies on this counter under a warm light She saw mine and immediately began to work on it, it was so sickly it was faintly green and purple. She was irritated I had trusted another doctor but she immediately tried to help. ~ On the steps of a government building, like the Washington monument but made into a school, a Jewish girl is kidnapped and taken there to be sacraficed. The steps of the monument have been over grown in grass and dirt so most resemble a small hill, daffodils grow at the bottom. But he let's go of this one Jewish girl, as he knows her. However the next one he brings is killed while a mob attacks. ~ Later I am very sad about it. Me and my teachers, a female heart breaker and a male teacher. I am joking one minute with the female teacher as she wonders who she dated last. I recommend a library which catalogues all the Heartbreakers alive who keep doing as she does. We're laughing. Then I touch the soft rug on my lap. It's made from the dead Jewish girl, as if she was fuzzy and half of her was made into a bathroom rub, with the white rubber underside. I bow over and clutch at her fuzzy body and try to cry but grief is too much and tears won't come. I sit up and smile and the emotions fade as if they were never there. Several times this happens, grief overwhelms until I push it away. The female teacher loved the Jewish girl and looks away when I do this, so she doesn't grieve either. I take a daffodil from below and remove the plant discarding it leaving only the bulb to bloom again next year. ~ I'm a school girl and hiding with another, my best friend, in the walls of the school. It's a boarding school and we don't attend anymore but we hide in the walls for some place to go. We have very little, nothing in fact, except the broken remnants of our lives. But it's a holiday, maybe Valentine's, and I want her to feel special and loved. I decorate her closet as best as I can. I can't buy anything but I use all her toys to make it nice and some of my toys even though it hurts to give them away, and I used bows and ribbon I found to decorate the walls. ~ There's a mob attacking the school government monument again. This time it crushes people to death because of all the angry people running. Several of these are sexually assaulted by this attack unknowingly by the mob as boots stomp genitals.