MY Christmas

Date: 4/13/2019

I'm not sure if it was high school or college, but I had an assignment of writing a Christmas song and performing it for my class. I kept procrastinating until it was the last day to perform and there were only a couple of us left. I decided to just improvise something on the spot rather than take a zero, although I knew it might go really bad and be embarrassing. I started crooning, 40s style, a song I called "My Christmas". It was about how this year Christmas was going to be all about me. My presents, My joy, and nobody else's. I don't know if I meant for it to be humorous or not, but it came out sounding serious and with emotional, heartfelt rebellion. The female teacher and some guy who worked on TV shows were judging and they agreed that my song was no good and would never make it on a TV show because Christmas is about sharing and compassion and the spirit of giving, not selfishness. I said to make the bad guy sing it then. They thought about it and talked and I ended up getting an A.

AI generated interpretation In your dream of "My Christmas," there are several key themes and symbols that shed light on your subconscious mind. The setting of a school environment indicates a sense of being evaluated or judged, possibly reflecting real-life stress or insecurities about meeting expectations. The assignment of writing a Christmas song and performing it can represent a desire for creative expression and validation. The procrastination in the dream may suggest a tendency to avoid or delay tasks that feel challenging or daunting, leading to last-minute improvisation. This could reflect a fear of failure or being judged negatively for not meeting standards. The decision to improvise rather than face a zero grade indicates a willingness to take risks and adapt to unexpected situations. The song "My Christmas" symbolizes a focus on yourself and your own needs, rather than conforming to traditional expectations of giving and sharing during the holiday season. This may point to feelings of selfishness or a desire for attention and recognition. The 40s style and emotional rebellion in your performance suggest a blend of nostalgia and defiance, possibly reflecting a mix of traditional values and personal authenticity. The response of the female teacher and the TV show judge reflects external criticism and judgment, highlighting a fear of disapproval or rejection. Their feedback that your song lacks the essence of Christmas spirit and compassion may mirror inner conflicts about balancing self-interest with altruism. The suggestion to have a "bad guy" sing the song could symbolize a sense of defiance or rebellion against societal norms. Ultimately, receiving an A in the dream despite the initial criticism implies a sense of validation and acceptance, even in the face of perceived flaws or unconventional choices. This could signify a need for self-acceptance and confidence in your unique creativity, regardless of external opinions. Overall, your dream of "My Christmas" reveals complex emotions around creativity, self-expression, conformity, and acceptance. It may reflect a struggle to reconcile personal desires with societal expectations, as well as a deep-seated need for recognition and validation in the face of criticism.