jay, again

Date: 6/17/2018

so i dreamt of my ex best friend. again... let’s call her jay. so basically the dream started with my being in a car. my sis was the driver and my cuzzo was in the back seat. they were driving me to school. once i get to school, we start testing. three people had to test outside, myself included. so i tested, after a little bit, i go inside the classroom to take a break. i see three of my friends sitting with jay. they were all cool with jay but i wasn’t. so, i go talk to my friends for a little and she stays quiet the whole time. afterwards, i go outside to continue testing but i am the only one there now. so i am just waiting for the teacher to come out. while i was waiting, a girl that jay doesn’t like came up to me and we started talking. we spoke about love and hip hop and clothes. after a while, i got tired of waiting so i went back inside, there was no more testing. so, the ta was reading a story and he called me ugly. so i replied back, “i’m ugly? no you’re ugly, can’t you see you’re a troll?” after i said that, the whole class started laughing. so i went to my friends table again but before i went up, i can hear jay talking about some she wants to talk to me but she’s scared. then, my friend, the person she was talking to, tells her, “well why don’t you talk to her then? stop being stubborn.” at that point, i am tired of this jay bitch talking about me. so i go up to her. i say, “stop talking shit and running your mouth. if you want to talk to me, then come up to me. don’t talk about me to other people.” she was scared.. after a while, she said, “it’s sad that we are not friends anymore.” so that got me even more mad, because she was the one being shady and a liar which caused our friendship to be destroyed. so i just start saying what i know will hurt her the most. i say, “well guess what? there’s no way i could ever trust you and be your best friend ever again.” at that point, her boyfriend comes and he tells me, “fuck you!” jay stood up for me and told him to stop and because everything i was saying was true. so jay’s boyfriend shuts the hell up. so i smack jay’s boyfriend in the head. then, i was about to smack jay too, put my hand out and everything, but i didn’t. i said, “i can’t bring myself to even touch your disgusting ass.” then i woke up.