why r we fighting on the stairs

Date: 2/18/2022

date is approx cuz i’m writing this days later. anyway i’m on some beach laying in the sand with paige. we have some towels it’s chillin. and then i’m like fuck, we have no water, i’ll go get us some. so i like literally walk into the background, there’s a door as if we’re on a set or something and the beach is fake. so i open this funky door in the wall and i walk into a giant school. there’s stairs in this lobby area i’m in that u can see up onto the second floor from. so i don’t remember if i did fill up a water bottle before this or not but i started walking up these stairs and jordie approached me and starts picking a fight. i can’t rmemebr exactly what she said anymore but she was coming for me. i was trying to back down and keep cool initially bc i didn’t want to fight her and make a scene. she kept going at me (verbally) and i started being a dick back. then she started swinging on me. the exact details of our fight have left me now but i know i went too far and hurt her. after hurting her she just laid there’ draped over the stairs crying. everyone was staring at us and me in particular with their mouths open like i was so so evil. i felt disgusted w myself and my life and i was mad i was dragged into this shit and now i’m the bad guy. i don’t remember if anything else happened but what a strange dream. i never think about jordie and she doesn’t give me any trouble but … weird