Mish Mash

Date: 1/31/2023

The first part of the dream, I am in an apartment in a high rise building and I'm looking after my niece Luna. We're having a great time and she's happy but I'm not changing her and feeding her enough. I find the frequency that you have to do all the things too much. The baby didn't seem to notice but when Luc and Vanessa got home they immediately took over. I can't fully remember this part but there is now two full grown, large tigers in the apartment with a dog and a monkey. It felt pretty dangerous but the owner was in the house with us. I think we had to get the tigers down the hall, elevator/stairs out the front doors and I was like hell no. As soon as someone sees them they won't know they are tame, get freaked out and that will freak the tigers out. So next thing I know the tigers are scaling the side of the building with the monkey and also on the side of the building is Rob MacNeish in khaki pants with a cardboard cut out drawing of a huge penis along his thigh. My visual is now on the side of the building and they are outside an apartment where there is a skinny couple playing hand held video games with headphones and we're trying to get in their sliding door. The guy finally hears us and they let us into their place. They have two monkeys and I'm thinking -- is this like a wild animal as pets apartment complex?? Somehow everything gets done and I'm back at the original apartment but it's my place and I hang the cardboard penis on the wall in my guest room and a weird 3D poem that Rob wrote on the wall too. The next scene I'm coming up to a beautiful, large, old home, with a pretty disheveled yard in the front. It's a small garden and there are people from the bus picking all the collards. I was like HEY! I grew those! Please leave some for the rest of us! I was looking through their garden, getting a feel for what would be needed for next season. There were kale, collards and lettuce and some of it was still good surprisingly. The man who I was chatting to about it was happy to start gardening too but our conversation felt awkward and very forced. Almost like I was being inauthentic in my excitement about the garden, but I didn't feel like I was. We went across the street and were talking to a man who was trying to put up a string of lights around his garden. I was once again talking about everything I wanted to do. I warned him against strawberries because they grow like weeds but then again maybe they would work well. Things were still awkward between me and the first guy. Just a lot of excitedly talking about planting. Next, my dad comes to pick me up with Luc in the car. We're driving super wildly and I tell him to slow down multiple times. Then we are in a crazy populated area and he still won't slow down and it's driving me crazy and it's scary! We come to an abrupt stop right infront of a picnic table where Izel is sitting with Spanish friends. I give her a hug and then as we're sitting there she signs someone and I'm like I didn't know you knew sign!! Teach me! And her voice is different, like quite low as if she was a boy who had gone through puberty. She was slightly deaf and taught me some terms and I woke up. The end.

AI generated interpretation This dream seems to be a reflection of your anxieties and insecurities. The part with the baby is likely symbolic of your feelings of being overwhelmed with the responsibilities of caring for someone, as well as feeling that you are not doing enough for them. The tigers and other animals could represent the chaotic and potentially dangerous elements of life that you feel you need to manage. Rob MacNeish and the penis symbol could be associated with your fear of being judged for your thoughts, feelings, and decisions. The garden could signify the need for order and structure in your life, while the conversation with the man could be an indication of your need for connection and understanding. The wild car ride is likely a representation of the feeling of being out of control in situations, along with the anxiety that can come with it. Finally, the conversation with Izel could be showing your desire to be accepted and understood, while also learning and growing.