Lucid nap: May have made sex noises irl

Date: 3/17/2018

I was taking a nap after I read a post on here about lucidity. It must have made me become lucid because I didn't even notice I fell asleep, my room was the exact same, nothing seemed odd. I looked at my hands (if you see my other dreams it's my go-to for lucidity), and noticed they were blurry and the fingers kinda merged. I thought great! I want sex definitely!!! (Cause last time I screwed up, and the time before that my inner child came out and I did nothing of the sort) So then I tried so damn hard to get a guy to pop up in my room but nothing. So I started masterbating, which was the best I could do I guess. Thing is, I was moaning in the dream a lot but I kept almost waking up, and could feel myself also lying in bed in real life, but I think I was moaning out loud too which is embarrassing cause I have housemates. I thought: I know, I'll have to ease myself into it to find a guy. Checked my hands, still in the dream. So I rode a Griffin out my window and soared above some fantasy valley, it looked and felt awesome. I pictured a small cottage, and started circling down to reach it. I felt myself slipping away though so I quickly span around on the back of this Griffin (cause apparently that helps stay in dream and lucid). I close my eyes and I wake up in my room again. Dang. Wait... I check my hands. Holy crap I'm still dreaming. I gave up on the guy and went back to masterbating. Cue more embarrassing out loud moans. I think I may have actually touched myself in my sleep too. Anyway I thought to myself, maybe I can't do this because I'm a virgin and don't know what it feels like so I can't recreate it (even though I have many non lucid sex dreams with feeling, seems my conscious unconsciousness wouldn't allow it). So I went back to basics. I've kissed a fair amount of guys, let's start there. Suddenly my tongue is entwined with a guy on my bed. I start enjoying myself and almost slip out of lucidity. I remember licking his manhood for a while. Then at this point I think I lose lucidity entirely but still feel things. I'm at at club 18-30 hotel with a bunch of lads and ladettes. It was night and everyone paired off including me with a massive hunk of a guy, short blonde hair, about twice the size of me and made completely of muscle, which honestly isn't my type. We were all drinking, a few jumped in the pool. I spent most of the time dancing and laughing with this guy and soon he picked me up like I was paper, my legs around his hips, and we kissed against a pillar. His hands explored me and I held myself closely around his tight bulge with my thighs.

AI generated interpretation From a psychological perspective, your dream appears to be a manifestation of your subconscious desires, frustrations, and anxieties related to intimacy and sexuality. The lucid nature of the dream suggests a strong level of self-awareness and a desire to explore and understand your own sexual desires and experiences. The repeated attempts to conjure up a sexual encounter in the dream, as well as the focus on physical pleasure, could indicate a longing for intimacy and connection in your waking life. The difficulty in manifesting a male figure in the dream may suggest feelings of frustration or uncertainty around finding a suitable partner or fulfilling your sexual desires in real life. The presence of the Griffin and the fantasy valley may symbolize your desire for escapism and a sense of adventure in exploring your sexuality. The act of masturbation and engaging in sexual activities in the dream may represent a desire for self-exploration and self-pleasure. The shift to a more social setting with the club and the interactions with the muscular man could reflect a desire for social acceptance and validation in your romantic and sexual endeavors. The focus on physical touch and exploration in this setting may indicate a desire for a deeper and more intimate connection with a partner. Overall, your dream suggests a complex interplay of desire, frustration, and self-discovery in relation to your sexuality. It may be beneficial to reflect on the themes and emotions present in the dream and consider how they relate to your waking life experiences and relationships.