Jehova's Witnesses in the Woods

Date: 4/4/2016

S. and I are at a Jehova's Witnesses place in the woods talking with other members. I was able to get a place to stay and live in exchange for working with them. We were learning how to sell our pamflets and material. There is a guy in charge who is very salesman like. I say I'll have all the Number 900 pamflets (they all are numbered differently). I feel like I am going against my values when I think about how I'll be handing out and explaining this information to people when I don't really support it. All the recruits, including me and S., are paired with an experienced Witness. I am now with a very whimsical woman who gives me a card with something on it. She points out a satellite in the night sky but there's something weird about it. It's what is on the card. In that famous picture of Mary with Jesus as a baby there is that comet/UFO in the sky -- that's what this is. Suddenly I feel full of belief and start singing about how I was always different from other people. I guess I now believed that I'm something other than human? I go back to where I am staying, a nice flat connected to the main building, and meet the landlord in his room. He is a very large and fat black man who apparently loves videogames, for he has many consoles all organized with their own TVs. The light from the TV makes his face look blueish scary.