My Boyfriend Calls Barry Manilow The N Word

Date: 7/10/2023

So this is a 2 part dream. The first part I believe was on Wednesday night, and I forgot to write it down. I’m in an open relationship in real life, and I was in the dream as well. I was having a conversation with my boyfriend, Phillip. We were talking on the phone, when out of the blue, Phillip decided to call Barry Manilow the N word. I was so furious with him, I threatened to break up with him over it. I love Barry Manilow in real life, and I know Phillip would never say that for real, but in my dream, he did, and I was beyond pissed. I called him racist and told him to apologize and if he ever said that again, we’d be done. Then, I woke up. Last night, was part 2 of that dream. I dreamt I was going through my dream journal, and I accidentally printed out what I wrote about the dream, which was ironic, because I hadn’t put it in my journal in real life yet. My biological father saw it, and began reading it. He was laughing, and saying the N word over and over. I hated that. My biological father and I don’t always get along in real life, but for my little brother’s benefit, I do my best to be cordial. My stepfather is who I call dad because he raised me since I was little, and treated me like his own. He’s in another dream I had, but that’ll be a separate entry. But anyway, he read the dream out loud, and constantly said the N word, and was laughing like it was some joke. I remember I was very mad. Then I woke up.

AI generated interpretation Dreams can often be complex and have multiple layers of meaning. In this dream, the recurring element is the use of the N word, which evokes strong emotions of anger and discomfort for you. It's important to remember that dreams are not always literal representations of reality, but rather symbolic representations of our thoughts, feelings, and experiences. The first part of the dream, where your boyfriend uses the N word to describe Barry Manilow, may symbolize a conflict or tension within your relationship. It's possible that you are feeling a level of discomfort or disagreement with your boyfriend in certain aspects of your relationship. The use of such a racially charged word can represent a sense of disrespect or insensitivity towards something or someone you deeply care about. This may indicate underlying fears or concerns about your boyfriend's behavior or attitudes that need to be addressed and resolved. The second part of the dream, involving your biological father laughing and repeatedly using the N word, might symbolize unresolved issues or past experiences related to your relationship with your father. Laughing and repeated use of the word may indicate that your father's behavior or attitude has caused you pain or discomfort in the past. It's possible that the dream is highlighting your need to set boundaries with him and to confront any negative or hurtful behavior. Overall, this dream seems to be signaling a need for open communication and assertiveness in your relationships, whether it's with your boyfriend or with your father. It is important to express your feelings and stand up for your beliefs and values. Addressing these concerns in waking life might help alleviate any lingering anger or discomfort that the dream has brought to the forefront of your mind.