The one where Carson dies

Date: 6/30/2018

April 20, 2017 - took a nap from about 3 to 6pm and this was the fuckery that my brain put together. Can't remember how it started, I think I was sitting in a car at a gas station in the passenger seat. I can't remember who else was in the car. Carson walked up to the car with someone else (I was thinking Ethan Carter, but not sure). Can't remember what happened in between, but the next thing I know I'm in the passenger side of a car again, and I think Greg is in the driver seat this time. We're just parked on the side of the road, but I can see Carson, some girl, and a different boy standing in a little group in the middle of the road as if I were further up the middle of the road looking at them rather than being on the side of the road. Anyways, I can see them out there, and I can also see that there is traffic that's kind of heavy, off and on though, so I'm trying to tell them to get in the fucking car. I don't know if they couldn't hear me because of the windows or something, or if I wasn't actually making any sounds, but they weren't acknowledging me at all. I think they were looking at someone's phone in the middle of their little circle. So I'm trying to tell them to come into the fucking car when I see a car in the left lane move over to pass others in front of it and it hits the three of them. I saw them get tossed away. Then it was like I was looking at them from the inside of the car again. I was trying to see them through the window and when I maneuvered so that I could see them I could see that they had broken legs and everything. Carson and the girl were laying near each other in the road. No one was moving. So I got out of the car alone and picked up the girl under her arms and dragged her to the side of the road, then I went back and did the same for Carson and laid him next to her. I looked around and saw that the other boy had landed a little further up on the side of the road so I didn't have to worry about getting him out of traffic. I started looking for pulses in their necks, and I remember (looking back now) that they looked a little weird, like skinnier and discolored, but I felt a pulse in the girls neck. So I leaned over her to get to Carson's neck and I can't remember if I could feel a pulse there or not because I was a little panicked in the dream. Then it went to another part of the dream (and I can't remember whether or not this came before the next part or vice versa) where I was sitting up on a counter or something in this office space that didn't really look like an office space. Mom was sitting in a chair behind a desk in front of me and there was this rack next to me with rounded corners or whatever. And mom mentions something about us having special visitors today, and I thought back in my dream mind to when the office had special needs people come in to work with us (only in my dream memory, not real life), and expected it to be like that again. Instead this drawer with a flat front and rounded everything else came floating into the room. It was like lime green and had a little unimpressed face on the flat side which I saw as it floated past me and onto the rack where it stayed. In the dream this seemed completely rational. My dream mind knew it was just a ghost ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ no big deal. The next part that may or may not have come before that last one was in the same place, I think the ghost drawer thing was already there so it must've been after that. These three cats just appeared on the counter next to me and on something that was on the counter next to me at eye level, and I was talking to them about how I was going to take them to the vet since I knew they'd been hurt (can't specifically remember if they'd been hit by a car or what). I was talking to them and petting them a little while they just looked me in the eyes, and I remember thinking that the were understanding me. I mean I was talking to them like I was talking to another person and they seemed to get it. That's all I remember before I woke up to eat dinner with Hayley and Danielle and cried in the caf when they asked why I was so quiet and had to explain this dream to them. Lol