Lucid looking for sex again 😡

Date: 3/21/2018

I was walking down the central street of a town, shops on either side. I checked my hands for some reason and BOOM, lucid. I knew I wanted sex (it didn't go to plan last time cause I couldn't find a guy). I'm still trying to master lucid dreaming so I can't make things magically appear, they need to be plausible. So I thought, 'I'll find a guy in one of these shops' I swerved into a small clothing/shoe shop and met someone. He was short, but taller than me, clean brown hair, blue eyes but quite overweight with a chubby face, about 40 years old (he's in the show Horrible Histories). I had a dream almost like this before, where I made up someone who I thought was nothing like my type, unless it is my type subconsciously? Anyways I didn't think too much about it cause I was just happy there was a male in front of me. I pushed him against the door kissing him and hastily cupped my hand over his crotch, feeling it grow harder. Some outsiders were glancing through the window so I pulled him slowly to the center of the shop, him leaning against a clothes rack. I unzipped his jeans and exposed his *cough* and stroked up and down with one hand while with the other I unbuttoned my jeans with a pop and shimmied them down along with my underwear down passed my butt. Either I jumped on him or he sat down and I sat on him but nothing penetrated yet. I got a little antsy and pouted at him. Then, his penis grew longer, I felt it enter and I was so happy but it kept elongating and I couldn't take it so I had to get off him and watch it keep going to about a meter in length. The thickness didn't change so it looked a little freaky. Unfortunately my lucidity failed on me and wouldnt give me the sex I want 😣

AI generated interpretation In analyzing your dream, it is important to understand that dreams are often symbolic representations of your subconscious thoughts, feelings, desires, and fears. The fact that you had a lucid dream where you actively sought out sex may suggest a strong sexual desire or frustration in your waking life. Walking down a central street with shops on either side could symbolize a journey through different aspects of your life or exploration of different possibilities. The lucidity in your dream, where you become aware that you are dreaming, may represent a desire for control or agency in your waking life, particularly in the realm of your desires and needs. The appearance of the man in the dream may be significant, as he could represent qualities or characteristics that you may be subconsciously attracted to or seeking in a partner. The fact that he resembles a character from a show you watch could indicate an influence from media or fantasy in shaping your desires. The imagery of engaging in sexual activities with this man in a clothing shop may suggest a desire for intimacy or fulfillment in your relationships. The setting of a public space and the presence of outsiders watching could indicate feelings of vulnerability or a fear of judgment in expressing your desires. The sudden change in the man's anatomy, with his penis growing to an unrealistic length, could symbolize feelings of inadequacy, dissatisfaction, or anxiety related to your sexual experiences or performance. Your inability to fully engage in sexual activity in the dream, despite your lucidity, may reflect a sense of frustration or unfulfilled desires in this area of your life. Overall, this dream may be an expression of your subconscious thoughts and feelings regarding sexuality, desire, control, and satisfaction. It could be beneficial to explore these themes further in your waking life to gain a better understanding of your needs and desires in relationships and intimacy.