How I became closer to god

Date: 8/30/2017

Ok so, idk how this all started but there was this place that was kinda dark and bloody and all, and everybody went there to hang themselves, I think it was going to be the end of the world soon or something. But we was hanging our selves, even though I didn't see anybody else it's a dream that you're dreaming about and you're kinda in control so you know what's going on, but anyways, people go there to hang them selves I guess so they could speed the process of being with god or the devil. so I went there and I texted everybody that was still alive and it wasn't really a lot of people left, I told them I was going to do it and somehow my two friends Toriano and Taco was guiding me on how to hang my self , but not in a devil way but in a friend way but ok so I hung my self, then my WORST fear happened, It was two words in my face both appeared light blue, hell on the left, heaven on the right, then after a couple seconds they both became dark gray and the word hell became lit up dark red, then I stared yelling "no no" over and over until I woke up. And that's when I made the decision fr this time to become different.