ethan nightmare

Date: 4/23/2026

i woke up from it in the middle of the night and i was literally crying as i woke up and i cried until i fell back asleep i think unless i used that moment to losten to music and then fall back asleep idk. can't remember well but it definitely happened. the part that i woke up crying from was that in this dream i reached out to ethan or something and he treated me exactly how anders did and my heart literally felt like it was ripped out of my chest also it was weird bc it was like a text chat the way he was in the dream. he wasn't actually in it but he contacted me first in the dream so maybe it was that he actually reached out to me in the dream but my mind took over and turnednin into nightmare bc i am scared that even if he were to one day reach out it would be to make fun of me or prank me or somethin evil idk... it's just weird bc later on i felt like i had a pleasant dream about him so i honestly have no idea. i also can't remember if mgk was in it at all either but u know what i want? i want to have a dream that me and mgk make some music together. like he teach me and maybe i could even use it to learn music while i sleep hehe