Death of my Mother :/

Date: 8/23/2018

I had a dream last night. It had a lot of depth to it but I don’t want to go into too much detail. So, my mom dies a little bit into the dream. I didn’t see it coming and my dad came and told me. I started sobbing. Then, my grandma came to me with old picture albums. Mostly family pics, but some of just my mother. (IRL my mom HATES to have her pic taken so nobody really has any of her). Anyway, so I’m going through the photos and crying. She looked so beautiful in all of them. I forget what happened in between but I know something bad happened and my dad, my brother and I were all trying to fix it/prevent it. I went outside and the whole sky was grey and gloomy. There were big gusts of wind. I started praying. And then I felt my moms presence. I turn around and she’s standing there; only she appears to be about 4 feet taller than me. She takes my hand and we start walking to the hill behind our house (where my dad and bro are). I don’t think my other family members could see my mom, but I definitely could. Everyone was scared/anxious. I was too but mostly just really sad. Even tho my mom was “with me”. I don’t really remember what happened after that. So, yeah. I know it probably doesn’t mean like, “omg my moms going to die avhgh “ but I know it means something...just what? If anyone has any insight or anything I would appreciate it :)